obsidianblaq's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- note to... too much alcohol and things that should have been said while sober. maybe then my words would have actually meant somethig to you. why you insist on degrading yourself i can't fully understand. lying on the road, sobbing, telling me of your lack of will to live. why can't you realise i love you? why can't you accept that? we are who we are because of our past.... but that doesn't mean you have to condemn yourself to lonliness, screwing people and then casting them off, bitter reminders of all you don't want to be.... let me be someone who'll make you feel better about yourself. don't push me away. let me be more than a friend... i promise i won't hurt you or let you hurt me. it's too late for that. you can't hurt me anymore. all i want to be for you. i've realized that nothing ever lasts. you're going to change, you're going to leave. take the moment while it's there and keep the memories, the good and the bad. you're too important to leave dying on the road. i won't ever leave you. 11:37 a.m. - 2004-07-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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