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hi |
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whaterver ahppened to your 1 hour limit between 9 and ten or something |
| heh.
it's still there. |
| i
just don't care |
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and why are u on?? |
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oh does ur mom |
| yea.
i'd be in trouble if she knew i was on. |
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oh and she doesn't |
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where is my phone....... |
| thats
cruel. |
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no not really |
| why
do you care if i'm breaking my internet time |
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dont |
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i |
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dont |
| then
why would you call. |
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im just bugging you |
| i
noticed. |
| it's
not a day to be bugged. |
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why not?? |
| cause
it's not. feeling much too stressed out. |
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why?? |
| things
that need to be done, thinking too much about people, parentsare being
slightly ridiculous, and theres too much stress under this roof. |
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right |
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its time for kay to take a vacation |
| kay
does need a vacation. |
| but
thats summer |
| and
before summer theres a whole lot of things to deal with |
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yes and it is three stress filled weeks away |
| yea... |
| it's
sooo nit good |
| not |
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but how was wonderland |
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tell me everything |
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cause you didn't in your diary |
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what happened |
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ya knoe |
|
w |
| it
was a blast |
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obviously |
| gabe
cat and i went on the highest rated thrill rides |
| the
bat was the best |
| they
pulled the train backwards, and then let you go. and you're being pulled
up the track and you're thinking 'ohhhhhh fuck this is high. this is NOT
good...' and then they let you go and you hurtle through three loops,
going up again, till you stop, they pull you a bit furthur up the track,
and then let you go again. and you do the entire thing BACKWARDS for chrissake.
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ya |
| it
was hard on the head |
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what kind of things did you have to collect |
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data wise |
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oh and how busy was it |
| we
did dragons fire. it's a roller coaster. we needed things like length
of the train, how long it took for it to pass a certain pint on the top
of the first hill, at the bottom of the first hill, the force of gravity
at certain points |
| and
it was busy enough, but not bad really |
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about how long dod you have to wait in lines |
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oh and ive been to wonderland before |
| depanding
on the ride... 10 to 30 minutes. there were 2 we waited about 40 |
| top
gun and skyrider took the longest |
| we
went on dragons fire 6 times |
| there
was no lineup |
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oh |
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cool |
| it
was great. defintely not as long as the lines could have been. |
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what about that new tombraider ride |
| we
never got a chance |
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awww |
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that sux |
| yea.
by the time we got around to it the lineup was too long to do before we
had to be back at the front gate |
| so
we went on the jet scream instead |
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ok |
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oh god |
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i hate that ride |
| yea.
i was like gaaaabe... i might have to kill you... but i went on it anyways.
it was funny cause the guy next to us was laughing at me. |
| but
ot was ok, cause i was restrained. i took a ride like that a few years
ago and the restraining system sucked... it freaked me right out. |
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ya i went on that and nearly lost my stomach |
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i really dont like rides likw that. but caosters are ok |
| yea |
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i love roller coasters |
| we
did the cliffhanger, which was pretty freaky too |
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cool |
| cause
they flip you backwards, slowly. so you're actually hanging upside down |
| not
exactly sitting on the seat anymore |
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fun |
| hahah
it was |
| and
you get soaked |
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very cool |
| yep. |
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but you had a good time i take it |
| yea
it was awesome |
| and
then i got home and everything went downhill |
| had
a not so great conversation |
| and
then my dad was ragging on me about internet again |
| and
then saturday my parents were being ridiculous about going to grahams
party. |
| in
the end i wasn't allowed to go |
| i
did a stupid thing or two. just wasn't my day. |
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well you should have come to robin's place |
| they
wouldn't have let me go |
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even there |
| even
there. |
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what were they so mad about |
| i
dunno. they're just all stressed out. and i made a bit of a deal about
their not letting me go for no apparent reason. |
| just
wasn't good. |
| i
broke justins neckalce. |
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and this si a bad thing????? |
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is |
| no.
but i actually broke it. the beads are strewn across my room. |
| it's
vaguely symbolic |
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r u mad at justin?? |
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fact that i was so not happy i pulled out his necklace and broke it. |
| i've
been annoyed with justin for a long tme now. |
| he's
a constant nagging annoyance in my head. |
| and
it's kinda funny. cause i thihk his life is slowly deteriorating again.
and i could care less. in fact... i'm laughing. |
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oh |
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well |
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how nice |
| oh
yea. |
| but
the point is saturday was a bit of a breakdown for me. |
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great.......... |
| i
cried. i almost broke my glasses throwing them across my room. my hand
is bruised from punching so many things, i broke his necklace. i took
too many advil. |
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alway a good tinhg |
| i
think my parents think i'm depressed again. |
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may be that is a good thing... |
| what
you agree with them? |
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a tad |
| lovely. |
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you should talk to someone |
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their not bad people |
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really |
| councellors
suck. |
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when have you been |
| never
been. but my mother adopts this wonderful councellor attitude that annoys
the hell out of me |
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their not asbad as you think |
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really |
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i know a good one |
| do
you now. |
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yep |
| i
don't need a councellor. |
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by saying that you may |
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your in denial |
| denial?!
about what?? |
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needing one |
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ill give you the e-mail |
| ian
come on. what good is a councellor going to do me. they'll sit there and
pretend they know everything |
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no they wont |
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youve never been you wouldn't know |
| yea
they will. and they'll sit there and ask stupid questions like 'and how
did that make you feel' and 'why dod you do what you did' and 'do you
think you're depressed' and 'maybe this is what you're really thinking' |
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how do you know |
| i
know. thats what councellors do. they ask questions. |
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if you haven't been to a counsellor then how would you know |
| i
just... know |
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krystal you have never been to a counsellor |
| going
to a councellor feels so degrading |
| i've
talked to the health nurse. |
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how the hell do you know what they are going to ask |
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the health nurse knows about one thing |
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sex |
| thats
stereotypical. i went to her one day when i was having uber cravings to
find a sharp object. |
| she
just sat there and asked questions |
| why
would you do that to yourself |
| what
does it accomplish |
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she s not a psycholigist |
| i
don't need someone trying to psychoanalyze my thoughts |
| my
father does that enought |
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you have sucha closed mind |
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here, all i cando is give you his e-mail |
| i
have a closed mind?> my dad has a closed mind. |
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and you can do what you want with it |
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so do you |
|
have a closed mind |
| well
then i guess we know where i got it from. |
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darn right |
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do ill give you the e-mail... |
| k.
fine. |
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ok...one sec |
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it is.... |
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cyberpsych@hotmail.com |
| heh.
k |
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are you actually copying it down.....?? |
| it's
not exactly something hard to remember |
| and
all my convos are logged. |
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right |
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well have un wtih that |
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i dar you to write him |
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*dare |
| do
you. |
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i do |
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cause i know you probably wont otherwise |
| heh. |
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gtg bye |
| cya |